it's a miserable day. i don't know what was all that about. because of simple thing i became emotionally disorder. sometimes it's seem like my mood will going up and down. maybe because of something in my head or maybe because there's nothing at all inside there.
i cant stop thinking about what happened to me. no matter how hard i try. it seems like a disaster. like a burden pushing my head flat on the ground. i admit at a certain time i need to overcome the fear that coming. afraid of losing sometime will conquer my entire sense.
early morning today, i just drove my car without purpose. i just start the engine put in the gear and drive away. like i'm trying to get rid of the bad feeling that haunted me. i can't be like this. this is not me. i need to keep alive to continue this journey without fail.
driving make me thinking. and keep on looking back on my past. most of the things that happened after i meet aida. is something new to me and most of it never happen to me before. but why? none of it can be answer easily.
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