If I Die Before I Wake Up

If I die before I wake up,
Close my eyes and let me dream.
It won’t be as bad as it may seem.
For all the things I did or did not do.
Tell my father I loved him too.
Tell my father he’s a great person,
Tell him sorry that I wasn’t one too.
Tell my siblings I loved them too,
I am lucky to have siblings like you.
Tell my friends I loved them so much.
Tell them I was ever thankful,
For they were always a caring bunch.

Absent-Mindedness

currently i'm having an absent minded behaviour, it'e mean that i'm showing inattentive or forgetful behaviour. mostly absent minded is cause due to:


1. a low level of attention ("blanking" or "zoning out")
2. intense attention to a single object of focus (hyperfocus) that makes a person oblivious to events around him or her; or
3. unwarranted distraction of attention from the object of focus by irrelevant thoughts or environmental events.

seems like it happened after the operation. i think it some sort of mental condition which i experience a low level of attention and frequent distraction. as i know it is not a diagnosed condition but rather symptom of boredom and sleepiness which i'm experience it on my daily lives.

it shown signs of memory lapse and weak recollection of recently even, and on my research about this absent-mindedness it usually be a result of variety of conditions which often diagnosed such as ADD and depression. the worse part is it may leading to an array of consequences affecting daily life. it can have more severe or goes long term problems.

kenangan heh

Benci Bila Aku Lupa Apa Yang Patut Aku Ingat!!!

Pagi tadi aku bangun.. tapi aku tak dapat ingat apa2 yang berlaku semalam. rasa macam takde apa yang berlaku. and aku tak tahu apa yang dai jadi pada aku.. hmmm masalah ni. so as a result aku tengok note kat atas meja.. "PLEASE READ YOUR NOTE BOOK!!!" 

so aku terus buka and the result is.. hee something that happened yesterday, everything is in here.. everything ke? maybe lah kot.. or maybe something yang aku perlu tahu and ingat je kot.. so i think from now on aku kena update buku nota aku setiap kali aku nak tido.. tu semestinya... wah wah .. dah jadi satu kerjaan pulak aku nak kena update buku nota.. hmmm rasa macam ringkasan mengajar nak kena buat tiap2 hari.. heh.. cikgu ke??

Jadian Bukan Harimau or Serigala Jadian heh!!

Aku suka dia

Tapi aku tak tahu untuk

Bilang kepadanya bila aku suka 

Jatuh cinta kepadanya

Dia cinta yang pertama

Dia yang bisa membuat aku

Merasa deg-degan berdebar di dada

Diam saat mengingatnya

Masuk Spital Lagi

masuk spital lagi.. huh

Teringat Time Dulu2...Part 2

Sambung cerita pasal dulu2.. sebelum ni aku dah cerita tentang buah keriang.. zaman budak2 memang menyeronokan dan membuatkan aku rasa tak nak jadi dewasa macam ni sekarang. banyak masalah. itu nak kena fikir ini nak kena fikir. kalau time budak2 dulu ada dua benda je nak kena fikir. pertama ape nak main harini kedua esok pagi nak pegi skolah.. heh.. 

Antara permainan faberet aku time dulu2.. baling tin. biasanya ada sepuluh tin susun meninggi macam kat gambar tu. then baling mesti semua sekali jatuh berselerak.. then pasukan lawan akan ambik bola dan baling pada pasukan satu lagi.. so sape kena baling bola kira out of the league...