Ayah Masuk Ward.. huhu...

Harini aku nak balik ke KL.. tapi ayah kata dia tak berapa nak sihat... so aku bawak laa ayah ke Kedah Medical Center.. samapi sana dah x-ray.. dah buat CT scan semua.. ayah kena admit ke ward.. dalam hati mmg aku berbelah bagi laa jugak.. sebab banyak kerja nak settlekan.. tapi dah ayah sendiri takkan nak harapkan orang lain jaga yer dak... so aku pun pegi laa daftar.. skali kat kaunter pendaftaran tu cakap.. kena bayar RM5,000 deposit masuk ward.. huhu... adeh... mana aku ade cash banyak tu time ni.. hehe... nak pakai medical card aku tak bleh lak..  kalau boleh ok laa kan... then fikir2 bincang dengan kakak.. just transfer ayah ke Hosp. Sultanah Bahiyah...

so daripada pukul 10am sam aku yellow zone HSB.. sampai la pukul 7 pm baru ayah masuk ward .. tu pun lepas kak embun call pengarah hospital alor star hehe... nak masuk ward pun pakai kabel hehe... biasalah kan kroni hehe...

So ayah masuk laa ward kelas 1.. sebelah ward diraja ... and aku pulak terperangkap disini temankan ayah.. dengan satu barang ape pun takde... so kang nak kena pegi cari ubat gigi.. berus gigi and pencuci muka aku... huhu...

Balik Alor Star

Harini aku nak bertolak balik ke alor star.. aku ambik keretapi malam pukul 9pm... siang tadi mmg bertungkus lumus mengemas rumah pindahkan barang sbb nak pulangkan balik rumah pada owner... tak pasti lagi brapa lama aku nak duduk kampung kalau ikut perancangan dalam seminggu mcm tu jer sbb lepas tu aku nak settlekan pindah company ke melaka...

malam ni mcm ramai orang pulak naik keretapi... aku mcm biasa ambik koc berkatil.. so aku bleh tido sepanjang 6 jam perjalanan ke alor star... ok lah train dah sampai.. huhu

Sesekali....

Alhamdulillah, dah selesai kerja aku kat melaka, just payment je blum dapat full lagi... macam biasa takkan nak push customer buat full payment lepas function... maybe esok atau lusa need to call them back sbb kalau tak, nanti nak tempah album lagi... 

Hati Ini Telah Di lukai

I Say

When You Truly Care For Someone, You Don't Look For Fault,
You Don't Look For Mistake; Instead, You Fight The Mistakes,
You Accept The Fault And Overlook Excuses,
The Measure Of Love Is When You Love Without Measure
There Are Rare Chances That You'll Meet The Person You Love And Who Love You In Return,
So Once You Have It, Don't Ever Let It Go...
The Chance Might Never Come Your Way Again...

Working

It’s already 11pm and I’m still working with my computer. Looking at the business proposal and hoping things getting better. I’m don’t know what I’m supposed to do, I feel like my head going to explode.

Be Honest...

Ulu Sungai Liang: The Best Adventure

I tried to find a time to write this.... sekarang ni banyak sangat benda aku nak kena settle ..

Back to the story, Ulu Sungai Liang is the best place ever aku penah pegi, perjalanan memang mencabar minda and i almost get kill because of that... 5 hours journey to the location memang membuatkan aku puas dengan trip kali ini. dapat lebih kurang 20kg ikan Tengas... all by my self, 

First day sampai, lepas siapkan pondok dan sebagainya macam biasa aku melepak dalam pondok, kawan2 yang lain sibuk nak memancing waktu malam lepak kat pondok ..

Second day aku just lepak dengan aktiviti memancing memang banyak ikan kat sini rupanya :) .... kawasan memang orang jarang sampai so alhamdulillah memang banyak sekali rezki aku kat sini... 

Duduk dalam hutan memancing memang banyak membuatkan aku berfikir tentang hidup aku sendiri.... tidur berlantaikan batu memandang langit membuatkan aku berfikir tentang arah hidup aku... 

Ulu Sungai Liang

Sg Liang, here i come..

Esok pagi aku akan bertolak ke Ulu Sungai Liang lebih kurang jam 7 pagi. Kami akan bertolak dari Krau merentasi bandar raub. Dua motor-cross bike dan dua 4x4...  Aku macam biasa suka bawak motor dari naik kereta, they said it take approx 3 hours riding bike or 4x4 before first check point and we need to continue our journey hiking for another 2 hours..

From the information that i get, tempat yang kami nak tuju akan lalu ladang kelapa sawit then laluan balak dan off road track... mostly 4x4 track... until kami jumpa dua sungai then kami perlu hiking... and some say... Ulu Sungai liang amat popular bagi orang yang suka sukan 4x4... kita mcm tak cukup expert kalau tak datang ke sana... 

malam ni aku bermalam kat rumah abang man, kelengkapan semua dah siap.. my rifel dan siap cuci, put some grease and all the bullet dah masuk dalam beg... pancing sume haji zaini dah siapkan, termasuk laa umpan buah kelapa sawit.. setahu aku kat situ banyak ikan tengas, ikan daun... they said kelah takde sebab air kat atas sana sejuk so kelah tak boleh stay lama... 

tapi perasaan aku macam tak keruan and aku macam tak berapa selesa nak pegi kali ni, rasa mcam ada something missing... 

Mertua Vs Menantu

Alkisah ada seorang ibu dengan 3 menantu dari ketiga-tiga puterinya yang cantik-cantik, sang ibu mertua ingin tahu apakah ketiga-tiga menantunya itu sayang kepada mertuanya atau cuma putrinya saja.

Dia lalu memutuskan untuk menguji mereka secara bergantian. Suatu hari dia mengajak menantu pertama naik perahu bermotor ke tengah laut. Di sana dia sengaja menjatuhkan dirinya dari perahu dan terlempar ke dalam air laut. Sang menantu tanpa berfikir panjang langsung terjun menyelamatkan ibu mertuanya.

Besoknya ketika keluar rumah, sang menantu pertama melihat mobil Nissan Livina terparkir di depan rumah, dan sehelai kertas bertulis "Dari ibu mertuamu".

Giliran menantu kedua pula yang diajak ke tengah laut. Sekali lagi sang mertua pura-pura terjatuh dan terlempar keluar perahu. Menantu kedua ini melupakan pakaian dan dompetnya, langsung terjun demi menyelamatkan mertua tercinta.

Besoknya di depan rumah menantu kedua melihat terparkir Toyota Alphard, disertai sehelai kertas tercatat tulisan, "Dari ibu mertuamu"

Ketika giliran menantu ketiga diajak ke tengah laut, sang mertua kembali melakukan gerakan terjun bebas. Tapi, malangnya kali ini sang menantu bercekak pinggang memandang ibu mertuanya yang tercungap-cungap di dalam air.

Seraya dia berkata, "Rasakan kau!", sambil berputar membawa perahunya ke darat. Besok harinya ketika menantu ini keluar rumah, di depan rumahnya terparkir Mercedes Benz S-Class terbaru beserta kertas bertuliskan, "Dari ayah mertuamu".

Alor Star... Here i Come

Alhamdulillah.. sampai jugak aku ke alor setar.. stesen keretapi alor star mmg tak banyak berubah sejak aku bersekolah hinggalah sekarang.. khabarnya ada nak dibangunkan stesen baru tapi masih lagi dalam perancangan dan proses pembinaan mungkin baru bermula... aku harap boleh laa siap cepat then senang nak balik... and dengar kata dah ada nak buat electric train sambungan dari ipoh ke alor setar.. then.. lagi lah senang nak balik kampuang hehehe 

Balik Kampung

Harini aku akan balik berhari raya di kampung yang dah sekian lama aku tak balik... hmmm tapi kali ni aku balik dengan keretapi sebab aku dah malas nak drive and aku agak letih dan berjalan jauh... lagipun nak menempuh jem memang tak terdaya... malass laa sangat... 

so dah prepare.. tiket keretapi pun dah beli.. then tunggu je la keretapi sampai... dalam menunggu rupanya ramai yang masih menggunakan pengangkutan awam sebagai medium perjalanan untuk pulang ke kampung halaman. so memang agak sesaklah KL sentral harini... jadual keretapi 9.30 malam ... senandung langkawi express tapi memang biasa delay ke pukul 12 tgh malam... so melepak lah ramai2 kat dalalam KL sentral tu ... 

dalam menunggu aku perasan ade sorang awek ni asyik pandang aku je.. bila aku pandang balik dia tak kelip mata memandang aku... so aku pun jadi segan lah pulak... bila ambik camera.. dia pandang lagi.. so aku snap gambar dia siap senyum pulak... :) .... hehehe gadis banner... :) 

Jalan2 Kampung Baru

Paling best kat kampung baru, sebab ade satu kedai makan Minang.. feberet aku gulai tunjang, sambal berlada paru goreng .. he he... orang kate mertua lalu belakang pun tak nampak... tadi aku just berjalan2 menghabiskan masa di kampung baru KL... nothing much to do... Mungkin aku terlalu tertekan dengan masalah kerja kot... Biasalah dah nama pun kerja (ayat memujuk hati) he he.. 

So dah lama tak ke sana, aku tgk masjid kampung baru dah bertukar wajah dengan indahnya... and pasar ramadhan kat sini pun meriah... macam2 juadah ada... tak kira melayu, cina, india sume dok berbelanja juanak berbuka puasa walaupun rasanya ramai yang tak puasa dari puasa kat situ he he ...  apa pun kira ok laa semangat 1malaysia.. 

Juadah berbuka

Orang bujang time berpuasa tak susah,... nak berbuka di rumah either aku masak sendiri atau aku gi lah lepak kat masjid berbuka berjemaag ramai2 dengan orang kat masjid... tapi majoriti yang berbuka di masjid for sure bangla, indon dan seangkatan denganya... 

Aku macam biasa berbuka dengan tamar putik, my feberet.. aku tak suke sangat buah yang masak but tamar memang agak mahal lah harganya... sekilo boleh cecah $40... so berjimatlah kan.. lagipun makan sorang2 tak payah nak berebut dengan sesapa, paling2 pun member aku hj zaini akan berbuka sekali... Hj Zaini muda lagi walaupun haji, beza umur dengan aku dlam 2 ke 3 tahun mcm tu jer... tapi dah rezeki dia dapat pegi haji awal kan... 

Sorry Is The Hardest Word

I am sorry … Or just say Sorry

Is that really a hard thing to do.. Or we just too ego to admit that we’re wrong?

Yes things happened but how do we overcome the mistake that we’ve done?? Or we just want to ignore it and let it go just like nothing happened..

Not sometime but most of ther time we failed to understand or failed to admit that we’ve done something wrong, hurting other people feeling… Maybe it because of our word, phrase, or even our action… And that hurt is throwing us far away fron them.. Especially some who had a bad experienced being ‘dumping’ by others.. Taking thing for granted is a typical action by most of us..

Put ur self in other people shoes and try to dive deep inside their feeling.. Maybe at that time we an realise how hurt they’re coz of our action… So do before it too late.. *wink*

Fullfil The Emptiness

Waiting for something that is uncertain can lead you to unstable mind control.. Sometimes people only show their true color when they’re not around you..

kadangkala kita mampu sembunyikan apa yg tersirat dalam hati tapi kebanyakan masanya tindakan kita sentiasa menjelaskan tiap yang tersirat dari hati.. Suka duka, senang, sayang, marah, benci, takut dan sebagainya..

Awal pagi ini aku masih tak dpt lelapkan mata.. Terfikir apa yang aku baca lewat pagi semalam.. “Appreciate it while it’s still yours” … Amat mendalam dan menyentuh hati… Masakan tidak.. Kerna tiap bait kata itu terlalu menyentuh jiwa.. Pernah dulu satu ketika aku pernah tidak meghargai waktu2 yang ada pada diriku dan aku biarkan dia berlalu… Dan segalanya terus menjadi igauan buruk bagiku..

Tp sememangnya sudah menjadi resam kita… Sesuatu itu cuma kita ingati atau kita kenang bila dia telah hilang.. Bila tidak lagi menjadi milik kita… Sewaktu ia masih milik kita.. Biasanya kita mudah lupa… Ada masanya ia langsung tidak melekat dibenak kita.. Tp bila saat ia mula hilang kita akan mula tidak keruan.. Mula berusahan untuk mencantum keratakan yang hampir membelah…

Odd and Ends

It is better to live in serene poverty than in hectic abundance. Everything has a price. The price for nurturing your soul is turning away from excessive stress, destruction of self-respect, and the constant strive in lifestyle with the Joneses. But it’s worth it.

There is at least one thing we can identify with in every person we meet, no matter what he or she looks like or where he or she comes from. There is also at least one thing we will differ in. The art is to find that one commonality that connects us with each person we meet, in order to establish mutual understanding and acceptance. We should all make that effort.

Arguing with family-members, colleagues or friends does not necessarily have to be a bad thing. If it’s constructive in nature, an argument can lead to enhanced insights in each other’s perceptions, leading to a broader mindset. All we have to do is keep the respect in tact, and then an argument –well executed and peacefully ended– can have a positive impact.

Softly you called to me

Softly you called to me, Across the space between,
Across eternity, Where love winds a path unseen,
Out of the wilderness, You beckoned my every step
I stumbled sometimes and yet, I never once looked back
‘Cos I would see, The man I know I used to be
How I was lost before you reached for me,
No I don’t know, Where I would go
What I would do, Without You
Without You
Without You

Like a heart between beats, I would feel nothing you see

IF YOU BELIEVE…

the famous South African singer Roger Whittaker really got me thinking this morning. Not about anything I had not heard earlier: it was more like a renewed confrontation with a theory that has been contemplated many times before.

I was listening to the song “If I were a rich man,” in which Whittaker deliberated endlessly about his trips and skips if only he was an itty-bitty rich: He wouldn’t have to work hard; he would build himself a humongous house with staircases for special purposes: one going up, an even longer one coming down, and one more, leading nowhere just for show.He would fill his yard with chicks and turkeys and geese and ducks for the town to hear them squawking just as noisily as they could, so that all those outsiders could say, “Here lives a wealthy man!” You know, the way some affluent people do?

But then, at the end, the singer wakes up from his wild dreams. He sighs, and asks the higher power who made the lion and the lamb, and who decrees he should be what he is, “Would it spoil some vast eternal plan if I were a wealthy man?”

You came to me

You came to me in that hour of need
When I was so lost, so lonely
You came to me took my breath away
Showed me the right way, the way to lead

You filled my heart with love
Showed me the light above
Now all I want Is to be with you
You are my One True love
Taught me to never judge
Now all I want Is to be with you

Kahlil Gibran: In Love

When love beckons to you, follow her,

Though his ways are hard and steep.

And when his wings enfold you yield to her,

Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.

And when she speaks to you believe in her,

Though her voice may shatter your dreams

as the north wind lays waste the garden.

For even as love crowns you so shall she crucify you. Even as she is for your growth so is she for your pruning.

Even as she ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,

So shall she descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.

Syair Perahu: Hamzah Fansuri

Inilah gerangan suatu madah
mengarangkan syair terlalu indah,
membetuli jalan tempat berpindah,
di sanalah i’tikat diperbetuli sudah

Wahai muda kenali dirimu,
ialah perahu tamsil tubuhmu,
tiadalah berapa lama hidupmu,
ke akhirat jua kekal diammu.


Hai muda arif-budiman,
hasilkan kemudi dengan pedoman,
alat perahumu jua kerjakan,
itulah jalan membetuli insan.

nothing much to say...

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To Love Me To Take Care Of Me, To Accompany Me Until My Last Breathe…